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30th-May-2008 07:07 pm - prompt 2

Prompt: “Love is not what I’m looking for right now. In fact, I’m happier without it.”

( attempting to write )

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29th-May-2007 05:01 pm - Time

time is flying
flying by
i look forward
try to head back
i'm stuck in the
P r e s e n t
some say that it's
a gift
a gift to live
in
H E R E
in
N O W
i'll look forward
forget about
about the pain
pain of
N O W
the pain of
pain of
T H E N

forget the past
forget the pain
the scars remain
never to be the same
forget the hurt
the words said
it's all in your head
stay strong
strong for NOW
prepare of what's
AHEAD
it won't change
what was said
but you will heal
you just need
TIME

summer's coming
we'll have a blast
we'll make moments
LAST
outside all day
staying up all
NIGHT
tell secrets
talk about
LIFE
summer's coming
let's have a blast

the end.

29th-May-2007 04:55 pm - Poems inspired by Twilight

1
Why can't you see
It's meant to be
Life can be a blast
Let's make this last
You and me together
Make it forever

2
Are you worth it?
Can we make it
Make it forever
You and me
Can't you see
We're meant to be
Meant to be
Better together
Better forever
Eternal

3
I trip
I fall
Flat
Flat on my face
I blush
You smile
By putting out
Your hand
You save me

4
Save me
Help me
See me
Why can't you see?
I need you
Need you to
Be the one
That saves me

5
Change me
Change me
If you don't
You won't have me
Forever
I need to change
To be with you
Eternally
Change me

6
What kind of Life
Kind of life is this
One where we
We can be seperate
Be a p a r t
It isn't fair
Life sucks

that's it for Twilight poems, those were from Bella's perspective of course.

16th-Mar-2007 07:09 pm - As low as I can go....

I feel like the world is trying to keep me from being happy.
I feel lonely
I feel left out
I feel sick
I feel sad
I feel pissed off
and I can't stop crying
I just don't know why...
Lack of sleep?
no, just took a four hour nap
Stress?
probably...
I just feel like if I jumped off a bridge right now, into a watery grave that no one would care.I don't know. I think I'm being dramatic but...
I still can't shake this sinking feeling.
I'm not a likable person
I'm not even a nice person
I'm a horrid person
With limited friends
because I'm pessimistic and cruel
So, I think I'll just curl up into a ball and cry now because that's what my heart wants to do. I think all that love I've ever had is leaking out of my heart.
I need to write some poems....

26th-Nov-2006 08:34 pm - competition

adrenaline is pumping
its finally time
time to compete
we've practiced hard
we have the skills
we know we can win it
we see our competitors
they'r good
but not good enough
we do our best
play the loudest
the crowds erupt
they know we're good
they know it
its over and done
the scores are tallied
we are nervous
we wait in anticipation
the announce 3rd
not us
they announce 2nd
not us
we are still
they announce 1st
WE WON!
although we knew
we knew we would
from the very start

( WE WON! )

25th-Nov-2006 10:40 pm - moodswings

I just can't seem to control
to control my emotions
sometimes I'm happy
then words are said
they mean little
I take them hard
then I'm sad
suddenly depressed
no one understands
I can't control it
when I'm down
I hear a few words
my favorite song
all of the sudden
I'm happy
I'm dancing
there's no reason
no explanation
I'm just sensitive
sensitive to words
I have
moodswings

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25th-Nov-2006 09:42 am - interpretation

interpretation
a word that changes everything
one's perspective
changes what things are
words are meant one way
perceived as another
my poems are interpreted
they can be twisted
and sometimes mangled
my words mean something
something to me
they don't mean the same
to another person
a poem is pure thought
a product of interpretation
what is said
is not what's meant
what I mean
is not what I say
I leave you, the reader
something to interpret
something to understand
something meaningful
my raw thoughts
for you to
digest